This'll be my one and only post for awhile, I don't think I'd have enough sanity left in me to write more about it.
I'm back into depression again, can feel it's cold claws just gripping my mind. For 4 years, I've chased one girl, ignoring most others because they couldn't compare to her. Spent everyday for the past 4 years just thinking about her without pause. Hoping that I could be the man she'd come to rely on, to depend on. Be the shoulder that she'd use to comfort herself when she's unhappy, or be the one to bring her happiness. Wished she'd reciprocate my feelings and want to grow old with me. For the past 4 years, my life was possibl