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It's almost been a year since my last entry. Well, aside from all those that I've deleted and whatnot but to be fair, it really has been a long time since I've written. Many things have happened. I'm awaiting entry into university and I've also gone through many experiences which have given me a chance to grow and to mature a lot more. Every fault, every mistake, every failure is the foundation and nourishment for growth. For the psyche and the individual to mature and to learn. For that, I have no regrets. I've learnt many things. How to become more confident, how to align my thoughts such that I don't become overcome by emotions and how
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It's been a long while. And many things have happened in this interim of time. The biggest one and the one that matters to me most at this moment is that I was diagnosed with Schizophrenia. All the problems that have plagued me. All the awkward social moments. All the times I questioned if I was going crazy. It all makes sense now. Schizophrenics have 5 major problems that may or may not be present. We hear things that aren't real. We see things that aren't real. We have difficulties anchoring ourselves to what's real and what's not. We don't feel the same emotions normal people feel. We don't think logically. I have all save thinking logi
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This'll be my one and only post for awhile, I don't think I'd have enough sanity left in me to write more about it. I'm back into depression again, can feel it's cold claws just gripping my mind. For 4 years, I've chased one girl, ignoring most others because they couldn't compare to her. Spent everyday for the past 4 years just thinking about her without pause. Hoping that I could be the man she'd come to rely on, to depend on. Be the shoulder that she'd use to comfort herself when she's unhappy, or be the one to bring her happiness. Wished she'd reciprocate my feelings and want to grow old with me. For the past 4 years, my life was possibl
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awwww so am i
HIIII! this is KaruWhite 8D
heeey ^^ didn't know berserk had that many deviants XD
yeah ^^ ...... u wanna see the REAL Karu White? >w>

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lol hes one of my favs but hes supposed to be a grumpy old man =w=
XD nice... still better than what i can draw ^^;
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myahah your first comment